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Oct. 29th, 2006 12:53 pm
kaoru: (somber)
WTF, daylight savings time! I always manage to forget, I swear- I was even talking about it yesterday, and I wake up today, and I'm like "... why does my computer clock say 12:53, and my watch says 1:53?" Doyyyy.

Soooo North Shore marched yesterday. They did a really good job, but alas, they did not make finals, so the buck stopped there. :/ Another year's marching season, come and gone. Le-sigh.

I was feeling really depressed last night. o.o I mean, baseball season AND marching season ended in the same weekend. I was like "I must reexamine my life!" LOL, I have to come up with some new things to be a fan of. Or spend more time being a fan of my other fandoms, I guess. Maybe I can FINALLY rearrange my room and get my drafting table in here... Lord knows my room at least needs some cleaning.

LOL, I was able to quit being depressed long enough to go to sleep last night- TV Land had an all day 'The Munsters' marathon, so I had a ton of fun watching a few episodes of that. I loooove old television shows; thank God for TV Land. ^_^

Hmm... I really don't want to spend today at home. My body's been beconing since yesterday evening to just hop in the car and drive. I wonder if I could convince my family to go see The Nightmare Before Christmas in 3D today... I bet that'd make me really happy. :)

... here's hoping!

[ EDIT: So nobody wants to do ANYTHING with me today. They'd rather stay at home reading and watching football. Whatever. Bastards. ]
kaoru: (bigger than my body)
So the Cardinals won the world series! Good for them; I'm happy for them. :) Once they just nearly backed into the Central Division championship spot, we kind of adopted them as our 'team' for the postseason (since, ya know, the Astros disappointed, lol, what else is new). It felt kind of funny to be rooting for the Cards at first (since they're like our BIGGEST rivals), but you know, they ARE a good team, and respectable, and I do like them quite a bit. It was just always hard to warm up to them because of what kind of a threat they presented to the Astros, but standing alone, they're all great players. Definitely. And obviously, lol- they just won the World Series!

Watching them all freak out once Wayneright threw that last strike was great- I was really happy for them... buuut at the same time, I kept sitting there thinking "Man... now why couldn't the Astros have done this last year..." Seriously, I love my hometeam, lol- if they had won the World Series last year, I wouldn't have been able to contain myself- tears would have just been POURING down my face. I hated that they went out and got bulldozed in four games last year. Those of you (probably nobody on MY friends list, lol- just speaking generally here) who never watch the Astros and only saw them for those four games, and want to judge them on that, you're missing out. Houston has a great franchise. To me, it's not so much about the game as it is the lovability of the players. It's the same reason I'm into anything- heck, it's the same reason I'm into John Mayer (well, that and I have a total crush on him, lol)! I watch from afar, and I think "Would I get along with these people? Do they represent something that I can agree with?" And really, they do. They're great guys, no questions asked there. When you're watching the game, and the camera pans over to the right, and Berkman is chattin' up whoever is the runner on first (Who's on first, haha), no matter what team we're playing, it just makes me smile- that guy knows and is friends with EVERYONE. Players like Biggio (and Bagwell too, even though he isn't playing anymore), who have been here for YEARS just helping the franchise to grow, taking a backseat now and then and making sacrifices for the betterment of the organization. MAN the Astros have so much heart. I mean, sure, it's nice to have big names like Roger Clemens and Andy Pettite continuously rejoining the roster, but man, if anyone thinks I'm watching the game for them, they're SORELY mistaken (my favorite pitcher of ours for the past three years has actually been Oswalt, hehe). It's all about the heart. The players. The fans (the Astros have a great fanbase- we've all seen the best and the worst of those guys, so we're no fair-weather fans for sure). Just everything. I grew up with this team, and I love em to death. They'll always be number one to me, even if they continue to finish far from it, heh.

Wow, I wasn't expecting to go all Astro-happy there, lol. Anyway.

So one of the highlights of watching the world series games for me was seeing the Volkswagon 'promise-a-guitar' commercial featuring Johnny. Hahah! <3 I squeak everytime it comes on. I love that he's in a commercial. More pimpage of Continuum and whatnot, haha. Just proves that people are gonna love him no matter WHAT he does with his music (well, as long as it stays music, heh, which it will). Good times. :) omg I heard he's planning a Winter Tour, ftw? Right now he's touring internationally... I'd die if he came back for a second round. Seriously, his concert was LIFE-CHANGING, man. I gotta get better seats for round two, lol. Ugh.

Back to commericals during the World Series- OMG THERE IS A FREAKING CAR THAT CAN PARALLEL PARK -ITSELF.- Like seriously, it was the most amazing thing I've ever seen in my entire life. There's the guy, just driving, and he slows down to parallel park, LETS GO OF THE WHEEL, and it does all of the turning for him and PARKS ITS FREAKING SELF. I was -floored,- lol. I guess it doesn't take much to amuse me, but MAN. That could like, change drivers ed for good! Freaking CRAZY. I thought they were doing good when they had cars that could navigate themselves... pretty soon, we're not even going to have to drive our cars at all. We'll just hop in, shut the door, program our cars to tell them where we're going, and then hang out w/ whoever else is in the car, or go to sleep, or whatever. Seriously, the way of the future. Oh, and also, said cars will be able to fly and run on water, lol. PIMP, I hope I live to see something that great, heh.

So the art gallery opening is this Tuesday, and I apparently do NOT have my walking class that night (it got cancelled... God was smiling down on me for that decision, I swear), so I can go!!! I'm slowly starting to make friends, so it ought to be fun. We're encouraged to dress up (it's Halloween night, doy). I would LOVE to make my Team Rocket costume and wear it (it's a really easy outfit, lol, and it's something that I could wear on days aside from Halloween if I wanted to), but I don't know if I'm gonna have time/money/material/whatever. I knew I was going to find myself backed against the wall for halloween, lol. I always do. I like the holiday okay, but I also freakin' hate it, because I just have NO costume making skills at all, I never know if I have any plans, and everyone just has way more fun than I do, lol (I usually end up sitting at home alone in the dark so that nobody will ring the doorbell >>). I don't want to go buy a costume. *whines* I want to make it. But I'm almost certain I don't have time. Whiiiinnneeee. I wish this holiday hadn't been so taboo growing up, or else I might not feel so weird about it. It doesn't help that my best friend worships the freaking holiday, lol. She's like "OMG HALLOWEEN!!!" and I'm just sitting here going "Let it be over... let it be over... @_@" Sorry Holly, but it's the truth. XD;;; It's just not special to me.

CHRISTMAS, on the other hand. ftw, I'm already excited about it, lol. I had a disappointing Christmas last year (no decorations because my family procrastinates, AND like hardly any gifts (not to sound stingy, lol, but my family usually goes crazy buying us kids gifts) because we were saving money for our spring break cruise which totally ended up hardly being worth it anyway, lol), so I'm ready for this one to completely trump it. I'm down to my last one/two years at home here, and I don't want ANYTHING subpar, freaking gosh. ... Even though I'll prolly come home every Christmas after I leave anyway, heh. Marrying somebody someday eventually is going to get really complicated. XD I'm going to want to go visit my family every freaking holiday, and he's gonna be like "Let's go visit mine!" and I'm gonna be like "BITCH, WE'RE VISITING MINE, SIT DOWN AND SHUT UP!" ... and that is why I have never had a boyfriend before, lol. I suck. ;P

So anyway, tomorrow is the Area Marching contest! Eeee, I'm so excited for North Shore. I don't know how everyone else is doing this year, but I know for a fact that they are doing better than ever, so I REALLY want them to go to state, lol. I know, I know, my hopes are probably way too high- I mean, with competitors like Pearland, Clear Lake/Brook/Creek, Brazoswood (I would say the Woodlands, but uh... their show was like wtf obscure this year, so they can just kindly take their weirdness and shove it, because this is MARCHING BAND, not pansy 'we have to show the judges we can play any kind of music and move around to it, even if it sucks as a field show')... It's gonna be hard to win. But I think that if they're just ON their game, they'll go. I definitely think they have the goods to get to go again (the top ten bands are picked after every band's first performance for a final 'battle of the bands' type thing). They just gotta go out there and show them who is boss.

I realized what I just said, hah. That means I don't have to go up to the stadium to watch anyone else before North Shore. Obviously, the top ten bands are going again, and I'm only interested in seeing the bands I listed up there as competitors (and North Shore, of course), which will no doubt be going in the top ten. SCORE, I have a free day til 4:45, lol. Maybe I can pester mom about this Rocket Costume thing... word!

In other news, I think I figured out what I'm going to try to do for the recital on the 17th. I haven't even looked at my 11th grade solo yet, but I pulled out a couple of other of my favorites... Cantabile et Presto, as I predicted, would be way too hard for me to try and get down in such a short time... However, I pulled out Movement 1 of Francis Poulenc's "Sonata" (something that Ms. Hoisager had me working on in my spare time between solo and ensemble contests)- freaking forgot how much I LOVE that song. Seriously, it so helps to play a solo that you've heard before and love to death. I'll be honest, not many things get me excited about my INSTRUMENT- sure, I love band and orchestra to death, and the chemistry of the sounds together as a whole is freaking awesome to me, but I've never much been interested in being a supahstar flute player because, let's face it- I don't have the time, I'm not as good as I should be for this level in order to make it big time, and I have a different talent, better than my flute playing, to carry me. However, that song... ooh, I love it so much, it just makes me excited to pick up my baby and play it. It's GORGEOUS- I can definitely put a lot of feeling into it. Once thing I've always hated about Solo and Ensemble contests is the fact that you work your freaking ASS off for them, to get a one and to go to state (if you're interested in going, anyway)... and then nobody EVER gets to hear your solo but like, three people- the region judge, the state judge, and your piano accompaniest. What kind of crap is that?! I've never played in a recital before, so I'm really excited about this. Really, it's about time that somebody learned the capacity of [me playing] my instrument standing alone (well, alone-with-a-piano, lol, because the solo wouldn't be the same w/out it). I've played in public before, and I've played in small rooms for judges before, but I've never combined music that I like w/ playing in public. Half the reason I was never able to make region is because they gave us etudes from that stupid flute book. Uh, NOT INTERESTED. I swear to goodness, had they said "Okay, THIS YEAR, for region, we want you all to practice your favorite solo and then go and there and play," bitch, I would have MADE region. It's all about the passion. I don't have passion for mere exercizes, no matter HOW hard they are- I want something that somebody put feeling into. A piece of music that serves a purpose on its own, outside of an etude practice book. I don't know, maybe that's just me, but whatever. My point is, I finally get to show everyone what I'm capable of, and I also get to show them what beautiful solos these things are, so I'm happy.

Okay, I better hop off. It's 2:40 AM, and I'm KINDA tired, but I wanted to try drawing a Neoshippy picture. Eee I luv teh Neoshiiip. ;-;
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So I FINALLY went and got my hair cut. And it's like REALLY short now, lol. Not like, lesbian-buzzcut short or anything (I still look straight ;P), but still, my hair hasn't been this short since I was like 2 years old and growing it out. It's amazing- it's actually just about half the length of Aaron's (my brother's) hair, I think. XD I meant to get it how it was this past winter, but uh... I can't tell how long my hair is when it's wet, so I kept telling the lady to chop more off. LOL, whoops. Lucky me, I have an oval-shaped face, so it looks good with just about any haircut (except a plain bad one, lol), this one included. I took a pic earlier, but at home (I'm at college right now). Maybe I'll update it later.

In other news, I have not updated or anything because it has been one hell of a slave-driven weekend/beginning of the week. I had TWO WHOLE ART PROJECTS to do over the weekend. Both in charcoal. I swear, I'm not touching charcoal again for a while, wtf. The good news, I guess, is that everyone was way impressed by them. I'm like a perfectionist, lol. He only gave us a week to do a hw assignment of ours, and while a week may sound like a long time to anybody that's not/never has been in art, let me tell you- for a finished piece? That's asking a WHOLE LOT. But we all got it done. LOL, everyone's was all rushed, and mine is like... well, I already said I'm a perfectionist in art, so I put it up to have it critiqued/play my music that goes along w/ it ("Ride"- remember my last entry?)- he takes one look at it and goes, with his voice directed out towards everyone else "And HOW LONG did you have to finish this?" "As long as everyone else..." "Yeah, that's what I thought," he said, sarcastically glaring out at the kids complaining that they were rushed/didn't get finished/their pieces sucked because of no time. Haha, I felt completely rushed too- I spent every waking moment of my weekend, and all of my freetime on Monday and the morning of Tuesday working on my homework and gallery-opening assingments. Death. But at least I'm through.

Of course, now there is a math test tomorrow. Gosh. I did all of the homework quizzes last night, and I discovered that the only thing I don't know how to do is put the answers for the center point and radius of a circle into general form. I can do standard form, just not general. That was taught to us on the first day of my math class, which was seriously the math class from hell. We have this crazy girl in our math class who is like 17, dresses like she weighs 100 lbs (when she weighs more than -I- do, lol), and thinks she knows everything there is to know about everything, so when our new teachers (we've had four different teachers so far, and our fourth and final ones are a set of team teachers- two of em) came in and started teaching, she started ridiculing them about their teaching style, which did nothing but frustrate them, make us students roll our eyes at her pigheadedness, and cause one of our teachers to start speeding up and slowing down her lesson because of the reactions she was getting out of the girl. It's like, the rest of us are on the same, slow page, and here's smart-ass going "I FEEL LIKE I'M IN A RETARDED CLASS!" ... COLLEGE! wtf! Then again, she IS 17, so the highschool douchebaggery still exists within her. I guess 18 really is the magic age. Nonetheless, that chaotic day went on with her complaining til Mrs. Havard basically ripped a hole in her and said "Y'know, I'm not sure, but I'm pretty sure that you're the ONLY ONE IN THE CLASS that feels that way, so why don't we have a talk once this is all over?"

No problems since that first day, lol. Regardless, that was the day that we learned standard/general form, and Ms. Petty went like super agonizingly challengingly fast, trying to throw Smart-Ass off her game, so the rest of us are like ".......????!!!!"

Amazingly enough, nowadays, I am one of the smartest in the class. Yeah, that's right- one of our teachers actually TEACHES IN MY STYLE. IT'S FREAKING AMAZING, I'VE NEVER UNDERSTOOD MATH! Hey guys, I'm not stupid! I just have to be taught to differently, lol! This stuff works. When Ms. Petty teaches, I get totally confused, but when Ms. Havard teaches, I'm like "Woohoo!" Everyone else in the class is generally confused no matter WHO teaches, but the difference between the two of em for me is like NIGHT and DAY. I actually get excited on the days that Ms. Havard teaches, lol. I'm like "Yes, I don't have to leave feeling like a moron!"

Haha, sorry. I'm the girl that hasn't understood a thing since the day in 6th grade math that they introduced integers. So this means a lot to me.

ANYWAY, aside from that, once I get this test overwith, I think I'll be able to breathe again. I have a paper due in a couple of weeks for psyche, but that should be no big deal. I love Psychology, lol, it's so freaking interesting.

There was a recital today for the music students at the college. The other two flutes and I played two trios- we started the thing, heh. It didn't occur to me til yesterday that I could play a solo at the recital, lol. Sooo, there is one on November the 17th, and a few in Spring. I WANT really badly to give Cantabile et Presto a chance to be heard (since I didn't get to play it at Solo and Ensemble last year like I wanted to- long story, ugh, made me mad), and I was saying that I was going to play in the spring, but Dr. Snyder wants me to play on the 17th. I don't think I'll have Cantabile et Presto ready by then, but I bet I can pull out my 11th grade solo and smoke it pretty good. I'll have to dust it off a bit, but shoot, that thing got me to state. :) It'll be good practice for my first recital playing a SOLO in front of people.

Er, okay, it's like, two minutes til class starts, so I must go. Later!

Whoah.

Oct. 14th, 2006 03:24 am
kaoru: (bigger than my body)
I just rediscovered Sam Hazo's "Ride" (one of Bethany's fav pieces, lol). Freaking can't figure out how to get it on my ipod (pretty sure there's protection from the site blocking me there, lol), but got dang, if I could do it I WOULD because this song totally ruuuules. [ EDIT: NEVER MIND, totally got it to work! ROXXOR! >:D ]

http://www.halleonard.com/audio/48007049.mp3

Deer Park performed Ride as a show two years back. I'd suddenly kill to see that again. Haha. Screw that, I'd have killed to MARCH it. Especially since that year was one of our 'dark ages' years. Shoulda just moved to Deer Park to be w/ the white kiddos, lol. XD

I wish San Jac's band had enough drive to play this song. If I was still in highschool, I'd beg Goforth, lol, because I know he'd work with us on it until we wanted to kill ourselves. But in college, it's way diff. Everyone has potential, but it's of the attitude that we're grown enough to practice our parts on our own time.

Um, pretty much not. So like, it's major sucksville, because basically, everyone plays their horns two days of the week, for about an hour and a half. Which would be BAND CLASS, lol. Freaking geez (at this rate, I'm actually dreading our concert. Never thought I'd see myself wanting to go back to highschool band after some of the horrible years I had in it). I wish I didn't have to sacrifice my music for my art. I'd love a degree in both (and a chance to play with some wonderful musicians), buuut it's like... in life, you have to sacrifice lesser passions sometimes in return for your dreams. Nothing's perfect.

But hey, maybe one day, when I've got my bachelor's in animation... I can become financially secure enough to go back to school and get a degree in music or something. That's way wishful thinking, but if I keep telling myself that, perhaps I won't cry as hard the day I'm forced to put up my flute for good. *le-sigh*

Maybe Terri can research me some community bands in Canada. LOLL that'd be crazy!

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